This heart didn't come with instructions.

It's sad how sometimes you try so hard to grab hold of that something you hold dear to you, and realise that in the end...you're just grabbing air. That thing's never there, or even if it is, it has already left.

That's how I see it with you.

Things can never bet the way it used to be, before, can it? I guess not...and all I can say is that, I'm sorry. A million times over.

Extremely so. Sorry.

I don't like the way my mind works sometimes. Such strange, silly, irrational thoughts I have...the result of thinking too much, probably.

This is such a lovely song, but Emery tend to have strange tunings, like tune the E string down by 2 steps and the others only 1 step blah blah blah so I give up trying to read the tabs off ultimateguitar for this song. I really don't like tuning my guitar up and down. Anyway the song's mostly piano anyway so what's the point of having the strange tunings?

F
And my heart
G
Left my chest,
Am
So forgive me.
F                G
As you leave to find
Am
That next something new

But I can't
For the life of me remember when
You changed your words from "I love you,"
F#m              F                              F#m   
To saying, "You don't know."

F
Just know that you can't
                               Am
Take back what you said
F                                                      D
Darling, I'm not in the forgiving mood
F                                                                Am
You kept on replying, it was all in my head,
F                                                            D
Well you're just a liar, & I've got the proof
G#
I've got the proof

So, with these few words you'll erase me
Two years of our lives, meant nothing to you
But this fool, that you made of me has a lesson learned
F                                                                     G            F#m   
You can't trust a lover, who was never a friend...
F   
ohh

Just know that you can't
Take back what you said
Darling, I'm not in the forgiving mood
You kept on replying, it was all in my head
Well you're just a liar, & I've got proof
I've got the proof

C
Oooooooooooh

C                                        Am
I would have offered my life,
Dm                                                  G
Taken you home, made you my wife,
G#  A
But hearing you now,
G#
Filling your mouth,
G
With the cowards lies,
F#m
You're just a disguise.
F        G
Of the girl of my dreams
D    G   G7  G
But I know she's waiting for me

C
So I'll open my eyes,
Am            C
To the day that's before me,
C        Am
& leave here to find
D                                    F   
That next something new

I tabbed a couple of songs, but I was always too lazy to share them on guitar sites. Also my ears aren't as sharp as some others who can tell the difference between all the variations of a G chord, for example, so I don't really think I should post them online anyway.

This one is Parade the Day's Growing Old. Technically it isn't accurate, since this song don't have much guitar, but this is for my own record anyway. It's a nice, sweet song though, so listen to it, and if there's any problems with the chords, or if they sound off, please let me know.

   C#             A
The light from the east coast
         C#           A           C#     A
off your eyes screams please don't go,
              B       B
cause I can't do this alone
      C#          A     
And tonight, as I leave notes
       C#            A
on the side, of your bed post
     C#        A        B            B 
they all shows signs of hope and you say


A          B          C#             C#         
Sing to me slowly the words that you wrote me
A                B            C#      C#           
each line racing through your mind
         A    B   C#   C#     
will you wait for me, 
      B B    B     B
after I fall asleep

        C#           A                 C#       A   
So lets live in this day I know you're dying to say it
          C#           A             B            B
lets just live in this moment and pretend like we own it
        C#  A    C#    A            C#  A             B      B  
we will all grow old - er, but with you here I'll die slow - er

A          B          C#             C#         
Sing to me slowly the words that you wrote me
A                B            C#      C#           
each line racing through your mind
         A    B   C#   C#     
will you wait for me, 
      B B    B       B
after I fall asleep

        C#  A    C#    A            C#  A             B      B  
we will all grow old - er, but with you here I'll die slow - er
        C#  A    C#    A            C#  A             B      B  
we will all grow old - er, but with you here I'll die slow - er

A                     B                     C#  F#m    
Marry me on this boat tied to a rope in the o - cean. 
       A                       B                       C#   F#m
So far out to sea no one will ever find us where we're go - ing. 
A                                B                          C#   F#m
Lets toast to the great unknown, fingerprints mark where we grew old. 
     A                          B                            C#   F#m
As I write to you knowing these notes won't find where we're go - ing

        A     
we will all grow older... 

In the chilly hours and minutes,
Of uncertainty, I want to be,
In the warm hold of your loving mind.

To feel you all around me,
And to take your hand, along the sand,
Ah, but I may as well try and catch the wind.

When sundown pales the sky,
I wanna hide a while, behind your smile,
And everywhere I'd look, your eyes I'd find.

For me to love you now,
Would be the sweetest thing, 'twould make me sing,
Ah, but I may as well, try and catch the wind.

When rain has hung the leaves with tears,
I want you near, to kill my fears
To help me to leave all my blues behind.

For standin' in your heart,
Is where I want to be, and I long to be,
Ah, but I may as well, try and catch the wind.

Everyone finds my drumming noisy. Fine, get me a room of my own, and lock me in, and it will disturb no one....alright.

Yeah, title says all.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20091014/lf_nm_life/us_armani_underwear_1 ; (if you're interested in reading up about it.)

I'm sorry but hell yeahh I'm excited...i mean, Victoria Beckham, personality-wise you're much more awesome than Megan Fox, but I don't think you can do the underwear model thing very well, since you're practically a robot. Megan Fox, on the other hand, is much hotter when she doesn't open her mouth to speak...and she probably can't don't have to do that with Armani. Besides, she's probably happy that she can get to expose herself more. Smart move, Armani. Milk it when she's still hot and popular.

I dunno why I can't access IJ properly these days, but if this post IS posted, I've read all your entries and I want to comment on some, but I can't. Sadly. I dunno why. As for YT's post about the gay auditor, that's really interesting, and sad as well. :( I guess the whole idea of homosexuality being exposed is so bad that they actually rather die than let anyone know is quite sad.

Gosh and I almost destroyed a glass cup.

Anyway there's so many emotions swirling in my head right now, I wish I could just take them out and put them in a bowl. Like in Harry Potter, when Dumbledore removed his thoughts and put them in a bowl, so that he can look through them and relive them later. How cool is that? I dunno what to think at the moment man. What's stopping me from not sleeping and thinking the entire night away is the fact that I have a Philo paper on Wed, and I need to study for it. Now I have to go study for it. :(

Plus it was Stacy's (Eisley) birthday on the 6th Oct! She's officially as old as the rest of us! Happy birthday Stacy-stace! :D If you're getting married like your sisters, please let me know earlier so I won't die of shock. Actually I won't, you girls have a penchant for marrying early.

This band is awesome! <3

The Pipettes was 70% about Rosay, man.

OH WHY ROSE WHY DID YOU LEAVE THE BAND WITH BECKI. When you left, you broke a million hearts. I'm still not over this I swear, and it has been 1 year 5 months. (Yes I counted.)